Thursday, April 18, 2013

Di depan Pintu yang sama




Empat bulan sejak terakhir kali kau mengunjungiku
Sejak project itu usai
Tak lagi kita saling bertukar senyum dan sapa





Tapi hari ini, entah apa yang membuatmu kembali
Mengayunkan langkah kesini
Disini, ditempat yang sama
Didepan pintu yang sama, Di kantorku
 

Kita kembali bertemu,
Saling bertatap muka,
Saling bertukar senyuman dan sapaan
Walau hanya dalam sekejap mata



Rasa ini tak akan pernah lagi sama
Dan senyuman itu pun tidak lagi bisa membuatku merona



Aku hanya ingin berbagi duniaku denganmu,
Tapi kau lebih memilih berbagi duniamu dengannya
Dan bukan diriku
 

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Thanks for you….



Mr. Jaim, it’s nick name which I give to u
Still remember in my memories at the first time when we meet in my office.
At that time, I wasn’t  interested  with u at all, but I don’t know how can u caught my attention instead.
You are so clumsy and shy person I think
Mostly, you are a good moslem, it should be, it's that I’m looking for
My heart always blooming when you are around me
You  got me changed without you asks.
Thank u to taught me many thing, how to be mature, hard worker, and  kind person
Although we  never have  long conversation, and  only  smiling to each other it’s enough for me.
U know, maybe you are my prototype ideal person.
Your heart like ice mountain which difficult to melted, but your smile like sunshine.
The best moment that I had in this place is when u are smile to me,
Yes..This death smile can make me flies in the sky.
I like you just the way you are.
Later, I realize that I have lot of weaknesses as a woman.
I’ve changed since it, even you didn’t realize, I would shape myself up to have myself in line with you.
No more word can I say, just thank of you. A thousand of thanks
Thank to being a part and put color into my life. To being as friend and my old brother
Maybe , it’s the best way for us.
Congratulation for your heart decision, happily ever after, “Bahagia Dunia Akhirat”
I hope someday, I can faced u with different feel.

*One  more important, please pray for me too, to catch up soon ( to find right person who standing beside me )